So, I havent writen a post in like forever, okay well only if forever happens to be september, but still its been a while. So I figure I need to post a new post.
This November, I started using Eharmony, they had a free comunication event and I figured, what the heck, it could be fun. But then I noticed, I wasnt replying to any of the emails or anything, not that I wasnt interested, I just didnt care. So that and another friend asking me for advice on how to stay single got me thinking, I should write a book like "The single girls guide to staying single"
But at the same time I wonder, is that what I really want for myself? In some ways it is, I am happy where I am right now, I am only 26, and I dont need another person to make me feel fufilled. I get annoyed when friends ask me why I dont have a boy friend, but I also get annoyed when friends say I dont date.
So what do I want? The truth is I dont know.
What I do know is that I really dont like to be touched by strangers, I went to a bar this weekend and this guy tried to dance with me, and every time he tried to touch me I froze up. Another guy (at a party a few weeks prior) brushed my hair out of my eyes (a jesture which is pretty inherently romantic) and I freaked out. I have dated in the past and have never had a problem with guys I am with touching me, or close friends (I am a hugger) but I really have issue with randoms touching me. So that might be something I need to get over, or just not try to meet guys at bars. Or not try to meet guys at all.
Ugh. Anyway. I think my new years resolution is going to be to write every day on this and my novel, and maybe go to the gym 2-3 times a week. Is that to much?
Over and out.
Song for the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLJf9qJHR3E
Cause everytime I watch it it makes me happy.
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